Dear Lyka,
I would like to take this opportunity as if we were having a conversation alone. So first of all, I think you don't realize what you are for me since I never got to say this to you... so lemme just. I really, really want to thank you for saving my life (and I'm serious), cuz my life back then is boring AF - it only consists of me eating, gaming, and thinking of ways on how to kill myself the second time, lmao. Sleeping is optional, even. But it changed. Because of you. It was on that same date, 12th, ur birthday - u wanted me to partake as ur 18th roses, LOL. I really owe you one... actually, I am feeling guilty because I can't do something big like that as u did for me. Hopefully one day tho. All I can do for now is maybe a hug???? Naaaaaaaaaaaaahh HAHAHAHWHAHWHDAHFAGFSGS - I would melt, hehez.
Aight, do I offend you sometimes? Specially when I'm sarcastically making fun of something you do we hate (when you decline when we're about to hangout or something like that)... pls never take those seriously, okay? It's fine, but PLEASE don't do those more frequently. Oh by the way, a lil tea on behalf of mi dudes: one thing I notice is that we actually crave for your presence most of the time, hahah IDK if u're aware of that (pls don't tell them I told u - it's something we do unconsciously). Don't worry, our season with Dave is over - wag ka na mag tampo HAHAHAHA - cuz we're not liking the broken version of him, he's draining, lmao (pls don't tell them I told u).
And now... I need to come clean. You know that I'm barely interacting with women outside the church, right? So that made me never get the chance to enter a relationship. BUT apparently, I long for a woman's touch REALLY. REALLY. BAD (man this dilemma is tough). But thankfully u're there HAHAHAHA I kind of actually satisfy this "need" on you - I'm always near u but I'm trying really hard to not be too clingy to u ahwhawhhawhawhwah. I thank you for allowing me to do that (I will keep on doing it) HAHAHAHAHA Feel free to set a boundary tho...
Okay, the serious part: I actually want to have a conversation with u alone. Just us. I want to have those deep talks. I want to know you more, cuz all I'm interacting with is this "Church" version of u. I need those masks of Lyka. I wanna talk with the real you.
Lablabs, baibai.